Tag: colon

Timelines

Something the oncologist said keeps haunting me. She said Tumors don’t just grow like wildflowers, they take time, this was her explanation of why they only recommended doing a scan every 3-6 months to check for regrowth.

So I have been going over everything in my mind, like over and over and over again. I challenged her when she said that tumors don’t grow quickly, but then I recoiled a bit because, honestly, what do I know?

Here’s what I know; timelines.

  • March 2-6, 2019: Andy visits his friend who lives in Seattle. He had similar pain to the appendix rupturing pain during this trip. We summize that possibly his appendix perforated a bit, but then healed itself, allowing Andy to go about his normal life for a few more weeks.
  • March 26, 2019: Andy comes home from work in a lot of pain and goes to bed immediately. Likely the appendix ruptured this day.
  • March 28, 2019: Andy goes to urgent care then to the ER for an appendectomy for what they thought was appendicitis. Surgeon who removes the appendix notes that lymph-vascular invasion and perineural invasion are not identified. Appendix is sent to pathology.
  • April 4, 2019: Andy is notified that the pathology report showed he had appendix cancer, mucinous adenocarcinoma.
  • April 11th, 2019: We meet with a colorectal surgeon, Dr. Glasgow, who recommends a laparoscopic procedure with a Plan A and a Plan B. Tests are ordered to gain as much info as possible before the surgery.
  • April 16, 2019: Andy has a colonoscopy. They removed an extremely small, what the doctor called, pre-polyp, but his colon and the beginning of his small intestine were otherwise given a clean bill of health. Both were completely clear and without disease. His CEA score comes back as normal, 3.2.
  • April 26, 2019: Andy has the laparoscopy procedure to do the right colectomy, Plan A. It is found that the cancer has spread to the peritoneal wall and the small intestine. Confirmation given that Andy is in stage 4 cancer. Dr gives Andy a PCI score of 4-5. The Dr backs out and moves to Plan B, CRS+HIPEC.
  • May 6, 2019: CRS+HIPEC procedure. Dr finds the cancer in more locations in addition to the two already identified (unclear if this was new growth or if he just didnt see it during the laparoscopy.) As a recap, the cancer has now spread to the peritoneal wall, 2 separate areas on the small intestine, a tumor has formed in the colon and some nodules are discovered in his pelvis. Dr achieves CC0 but revises his PCI score upwards to 8.
  • May 16, 2019: We meet with the oncologist, Dr. Rigden, who recommends 12 rounds of systemic chemotherapy with FOLFOX and scans every 3-6 months to check for regrowth. I request they do genetic testing on the tumor itself to try to identify any specific markers that will allow us to treat it better. Also request they do bloodwork to get his current CA19-9 and CA125 tumor markers.

How much time has passed in this whole timeline? 7 weeks. Just. 7. Weeks. Okay, 11 if you count the Seattle date, but still! I mean, you tell me, does that seem like a fast growing wildflower? If you want to argue that I have no way to tell when the actual mucin emerged from the original tumor in the appendix, sure, I can buy that argument. Because technically, its true. There is no way to tell when the tumors started to grow outside the appendix, or even in the appendix itself. However, I do know that as of the colonoscopy on 4/16, Andy was given the all clear, and on 5/6 when they went back in for the HIPEC, there was a visible tumor emerging from the colon. Soooo, wildflowers? Yes. That was 3 weeks. A 3 week timeframe from when we got the clean bill of health from the colonoscopy, to the HIPEC where we saw that the colon was being invaded.

I don’t know how to make this more clear to the doctors. This is not some wait and see cancer, this is a rip your heart out, take no prisoners, dead in 2 years, fucking evil enemy that needs to be stopped! Because I’ll be damned if I’m going to sit idly by while they just wait and watch my husband die.

Face the Facts

Thursday, April 11, 2019 08:15am That’s when we got the confirmation. It was Mucinous Adenocarcinoma of the Appendix. Our appt with Dr. Glasgow was short. I had no idea what questions to ask, I had no clue what the diagnosis meant or what our next step should be. Unsure of what to do or what to ask, I opened my laptop and frantically typed, word for word, what was being said during the meeting as if I were some manic court reporter who’s only job was to document every syllable. I knew neither one of us would remember what was being talked about and I definitely knew that I would want to know at some point, so I typed. Its all I could do.

We were given another surgery date, 2 weeks away, and a series of tests that needed to happen prior to that surgery. We were told that we had a Plan A and a Plan B for the surgery. Plan A consisted of a right colectomy, in which they would take out the lower quadrant of his colon (which contained the closest lymph nodes to the tumor) to rule out lymphatic spread, and also do a bit of an exploratory effort while they were in there to make sure it had not spread to any other visible areas. Plan B was in case they got in there and saw that it had spread to other areas. Plan B consisted of an extremely invasive, extremely long surgery in which a technique called HIPEC would be used. But we didnt worry too much about Plan B since we were sure that everything was fine and this was all going to be done and over with quickly. So fully implementing Plan A was really the only option we had considered since the dr who removed Andy’s appendix noted in all the charts that NO perineural invasion was identified — meaning, he had not seen evidence of spread at the time of his appendectomy, and that was only a week ago. We were confident that all this was just preventative and everything would be fine.

Meanwhile, I continued to learn as much as I could about this diagnosis. I found (and purchased) research papers from academic websites like The American Society of Colon & Rectal Surgeons and the US National Library of Medicine and The National Institutes of Health, I searched through photos on Google to see what this little shitty cancer looked like, I read article after article, I joined facebook groups for survivors and those who were in a caretaker role, I asked questions about things I had never thought I would need to know about in my life. I NEEDED to know what I was facing, I had to be informed. Knowledge is power, and it became my coping mechanism. I knew that I would want to ask questions, but I needed the information to even formulate the questions that I wanted to ask. I needed to know what was a good answer and what was a bad answer, I needed to understand what different scores meant and how it related to overall survival rates and what the percentages were for each factor. Here are my husbands scores:

  • CEA tumor marker: 3.2 (collected on 4/11)
  • CA19-9 tumor marker: not tested
  • CA125 tumor marker: not tested
  • Histologic Grade: G2 moderately differentiated (collected on 3/29) High-grade
  • Histologic Type: Mucinous adenocarcinoma
  • Primary Tumor: pT4a (collected on 3/29) with serosal implants present
  • Tumor size: Cannot be determined. Scattered foci over 9cm, spanning the length of the appendix, without dominant mass
  • CC score: unknown at this time (will be collected during surgery)
  • PCI score: 4-5 (estimated on 3/29)

So what to do now? I kept reading. I read everything (with google open so I could google every word or phrase or acronym for which I didnt know the meaning … and that was A LOT.) And by the time I was done, I felt like an encyclopedia for this ridiculous cancer. I could spew survival rates for each type, good thing we don’t have the one with the signet cells, I’d tell myself to try to help the 38% survival rate, if metastasized, for what he had look just a tinsy bit better. I combed through document after document to try and find a better outlook, but I couldn’t. So this HAD to be something we nipped in the bud now. Plan A was a go, and we would take all the steps we needed to prepare as best we could for the surgery.